White Christmas?

Have you ever had something so big on your mind that it kind of destroys your mind and it just sits there until you just spit it out?

thats what is going on in my mind, for almost about five, six months this has been eating me alive, I just have to spit it out, and today is the day. I am going to tell my roommate who I have had been living with for two years that I want us to well pretty much "break up". I had so many good times with her, but I just need to get away for the sake of us ever being friends ever again. It is going to be so very hard, but I know it is the right way to go.


I am so excited to get the hell out of here and graduate, I just want my last year to be the best and I think if we went our different ways it would just make everything so much better for me.


I am so scared to break it to her. I just hope she will not flip out on me, and that it will al go down okay.


She will always mean a lot to me, but I feel that there is so much more out there for me. And I need to somehow just break it to her so she and I can just do do our own thing...


......now how do I just break it to her??


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