Story of a Girl

This is a story of a girl who is currently lost.


why is it that so many people say that college is the best years?
when I look at my past, and my life right now..college IS not the best time of my life. It has been a journey of much sorrow and many episodes resulting with my crying my eyes out..much like right at this moment.


I am so angry right now. I hate college. I hate this life of shallow people walking by, I am so sick of just being one other person just walking by feeling no purpose. I am lost.


I changed the direction in my life and I feel it was a big mistake. I know I was not ment to be a nurse. But I have no direction anymore. I have no idea what I am going to do with my life. And I am scared out of my mind to be totally honest. I just wish I could fast forward this time to my future life when everything if all put together. I know that many times one should just sit back and enjoy the ride of life. But it is so hard for me. I am no idea what I am supossed to do with my life. I just want God to show me...I want him to show me so bad so I do not have to think about it.

I want to know if I will meet someone who is going to respect me as a woman and not focus only on getting with me physically. I just want to feel comforted and loved. I see everyone all around me with warm glows all over their faces...and here I am alone and crying typing on this blog so I can get all my feelings out.

my blog's name is love, save the empty. well here I am..empty...I need your love God to show me that I matter, I need your love to touch me...because rigth now I feel all alone and I have nothing to hold on right at this moment. I am falling, and I just need to know that you are here God...please....