Today has been a cloudy day, which I think perfectly matches the mood that I am in as well. College can sometimes put you on a rollarcoaster of emotions. One day you could go to class all happy and totally content with your life, then your professor passes back an exam and guess what, you didnt do as well as you thought, it totally sends your day into a downward spiral and from there it is hard to get back up.
Today I happened to get my exam back, and I ended up getting an A+ on it, and yet I am still in a dark, down mood...why is this? I am sad because of the emotional rollarcoasters that you are put on because of friendships..or should I say, the loss of friendships.
For the first time today I really noticed how one of my friendships has totally drifted away, we were not too close of friends, but still we were friends...and I see it totally changing. It makes me sad because this person is totally going to to go far in their life, and I wish that I was close to them to see it all happen. I feel that when I leave and graduate that will be it, I will probably never see them again. Maybe God has a plan down for our lives to meet again, but it is sad to think about the possibility of never seeing thing person again for the rest of my life. It made me sad. The whole situation.
On a lighter note I picked up my friend from the airport yesterday and they are going to be here for a few days :) makes me happy to see them again, and I just remember how they made my life so interesting..because when they left..it got darker and not as fun.
other things I have been thinking about today:
1) I have only about three or so more weeks left of this semester...where the hell did the time go!
2) I am poor.
3) He seems to stare at me a lot. is there a reason for this...something in my teeth!
4) Why couldn't I be on the show the Hills, I would never need to work a day in my life and still get to go to top parties.
5) Man that guy defines the word JERK
6) have to go to work today..bummer
7) Hamlet oh Hamlet why do I have to do this project for you?
8) My film teacher loves uses the word juxtaposition in every lecture
9) A lady drunk and dancing down the street would be a violation of the code PC 647 (f)
10) Life can be silly sometimes.
Peace and love
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