wonderwall

Right at this moment so much is going on in my mind. The top thing on my mind is Narcotics..why you ask? Out of all the things on a persons mind narcotics...well its because I have an exam tomorrow and I do not want to fail the class so I have to memorize a lot of things about drugs that I will never take in my life...why oh why did I sign up to take this class. Anyways yes I am preparing for my exam tomorrow, but there are other things on my mind. The first thing....

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the brilliant poem by E.E. Cummings pretty much can sum up what I feel like right now. It is the typical feelings one would get this time of year because of the holidays, and it is the time to show the people who you love by buying gifts and confess the love you have for that person. I am in a sticky situation. I blew it. and I do not know what to do. I just need to pray. For some reason I keep holding on. Maybe I should not let go.


Another thing I am thinking about is how wonderful Damien Rice is, for some reason his music hits the pits of my soul and it just makes me feel complete, maybe I do not need a man, maybe I just need his voice to get me by the times.

another thing I am thinking about. I want a tattoo. But I am too scared. I just need to do it. it adds character. Right?

True story, I miss my Belly Button ring.

Why do all the really attractive guys have to be gay? Neil Patrick Harris!

I wrote Jerks names on post-it-notes. It was liberating.

...I am really looking forward to the rapture. Thanks mom :)

some things I am thinking about.