non-believer

Again,

WHAT THE HELL

another couple lost in the world of love and is getting engaged at such a young age. I just do not understand, and I do not see it..maybe because my heart is made of stone right now, but I mean seriously COME ON PEOPLE.....twenty-one..getting married! Why would anyone do that? Why would one throw their life away like that? To get married is a lot of work..it no longer is about you and it is now a LOT of responsibility that I feel so many young kids just really do not understand...hell I do not understand it all and I am right at their age. I mean seriously why would anyone want to throw their life away like that.

Maybe its because I have been burned by so many assholes that I have been deemed as defective for love, but I seriously do not understand why anyone would want to get married and just end their time of independence and times for traveling...I want to explore the world before I settle down and I hope that someday I will find people who are also int hat frame of mind. I do not want to be married anytime soon in my life. I want to run away from this hell of a town and I want to be free and not tied down. Even all my friends here at school seem to just be sitting around and waiting for that one day to get married..as for me...NO THANK YOU

I do not know why this bothers me so much..but I just find the whole thing about getting married so young quite pathetic..good thing it hasnt happened to any of close friends because it would be hard to stand by and watch them to enter into this. As for me..single life all the way..it is a great time to see how you are as a person and you really get to see the lame people around you in love and make all the mistakes.

antilove..I guess thats what I am