A Blog for You

I am not so sure as to why I am writing this blog to you. But there are just so many things that I want to say to you. I guess I am doing this because you are so far away and there is a chance I will never see you again in my life. So I want to tell you this.

I have known you for a very short amount of time. But during that time you have put a fire in me. You have touched me significantly. The words you say and the thoughts you have captivate me, and I have fallen for you. For seven months I have been trying to put it all aside and to move on to other people...but I just cannot get all those memories out of my head. You are a wonderful person and I know that you are going to do great and wonderful things in this world. I am just for some reason so caught on you. And I miss you a lot. I think about you a lot. Every time I have gone out on a date I think about you, every time a guy has told me they liked me or randomly given their number to me at work, I think of you. Because in reality they do not stand up to you at all.

If you are not the person for me, then God muct have a saint for me. Because to me you are perfect. I am sorry I blew you off the day you left, I was just so scared to get close to anyone..I have been wounded so deep so many times and I was just scared because you were leaving and I had no idea if I was ever going to see you again. I don't know if you are interested in me anymore, heck I do not even know if you liked me, I am just guessing you did because you asked me out. I just feel like I was so young and little back then and had no idea what I was doing. But I hope that this time we are having away from eachother will make me the person that is worthy for you. Because I know that we could have something amazing.

so here is my blog to you. I hope you are safe, and I hope that we will meet again, somewhere in the middle of our crazy plans..all the countries that we go to, I hope that somewhere down the road we will find eachother again.

thus ending my blog to you.