I know you've suffered,
But I Don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless,
I won't let you be denied
soothing,
I'll make you feel pure,
Trust me,
You can be sure
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons in your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
You trick your lovers,
That you're wicked and divine
You may be a sinner,
But your innocence is mine
Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Tease me,
You are the one
Muse. Amazing.
Peace and love
Monday, January 25, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
A Blog for You
I am not so sure as to why I am writing this blog to you. But there are just so many things that I want to say to you. I guess I am doing this because you are so far away and there is a chance I will never see you again in my life. So I want to tell you this.
I have known you for a very short amount of time. But during that time you have put a fire in me. You have touched me significantly. The words you say and the thoughts you have captivate me, and I have fallen for you. For seven months I have been trying to put it all aside and to move on to other people...but I just cannot get all those memories out of my head. You are a wonderful person and I know that you are going to do great and wonderful things in this world. I am just for some reason so caught on you. And I miss you a lot. I think about you a lot. Every time I have gone out on a date I think about you, every time a guy has told me they liked me or randomly given their number to me at work, I think of you. Because in reality they do not stand up to you at all.
If you are not the person for me, then God muct have a saint for me. Because to me you are perfect. I am sorry I blew you off the day you left, I was just so scared to get close to anyone..I have been wounded so deep so many times and I was just scared because you were leaving and I had no idea if I was ever going to see you again. I don't know if you are interested in me anymore, heck I do not even know if you liked me, I am just guessing you did because you asked me out. I just feel like I was so young and little back then and had no idea what I was doing. But I hope that this time we are having away from eachother will make me the person that is worthy for you. Because I know that we could have something amazing.
so here is my blog to you. I hope you are safe, and I hope that we will meet again, somewhere in the middle of our crazy plans..all the countries that we go to, I hope that somewhere down the road we will find eachother again.
thus ending my blog to you.
I have known you for a very short amount of time. But during that time you have put a fire in me. You have touched me significantly. The words you say and the thoughts you have captivate me, and I have fallen for you. For seven months I have been trying to put it all aside and to move on to other people...but I just cannot get all those memories out of my head. You are a wonderful person and I know that you are going to do great and wonderful things in this world. I am just for some reason so caught on you. And I miss you a lot. I think about you a lot. Every time I have gone out on a date I think about you, every time a guy has told me they liked me or randomly given their number to me at work, I think of you. Because in reality they do not stand up to you at all.
If you are not the person for me, then God muct have a saint for me. Because to me you are perfect. I am sorry I blew you off the day you left, I was just so scared to get close to anyone..I have been wounded so deep so many times and I was just scared because you were leaving and I had no idea if I was ever going to see you again. I don't know if you are interested in me anymore, heck I do not even know if you liked me, I am just guessing you did because you asked me out. I just feel like I was so young and little back then and had no idea what I was doing. But I hope that this time we are having away from eachother will make me the person that is worthy for you. Because I know that we could have something amazing.
so here is my blog to you. I hope you are safe, and I hope that we will meet again, somewhere in the middle of our crazy plans..all the countries that we go to, I hope that somewhere down the road we will find eachother again.
thus ending my blog to you.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Just Say Yes
Today is the second day of a new semester. It is the time when teachers go over every cotton picking thing in the class. My question is, what do the professors expect out of us on this first day? I know when I hear every large project or paper that I will be writing for the semester gives me nothing but a large panic attack.
Or the worst possible case of what a professor can say to cause everyone to get up out of their seats and run away in pure fear is when they talk about performing plays in front of one another. As the teacher talks about the performing in front of one another she explains how embarrassing it is, "but everyone has to do, so we might as well just do it with heart"...oh how excited I am for the coming semester.
Taking eighteen units is going to be a real challenge for me, especially trying not to snooze in the Studies of Shakespeare class. but I will save talking about that class for another day. The main fact of this blog is not get any frustration that I have for any of the classes. But more of a little pep talk that I need to give myself. Because taking five English classes and one computer class full of eighteen year olds..I am really going to need to all the positive talks I can get.
If there is one thing that I would rather do then take any of these classes is to dance. I have found out during break that I have been captured with dance. There is nothing more then I would love to do then take a dance class somewhere. The only problem is I need to find a good dance studio and somewhere where I am not coughing up hundreds of dollars for a new hobbie that I am getting into. (well not really new)..any-who I am off to the study of Linguistics.
Peace and Love
Or the worst possible case of what a professor can say to cause everyone to get up out of their seats and run away in pure fear is when they talk about performing plays in front of one another. As the teacher talks about the performing in front of one another she explains how embarrassing it is, "but everyone has to do, so we might as well just do it with heart"...oh how excited I am for the coming semester.
Taking eighteen units is going to be a real challenge for me, especially trying not to snooze in the Studies of Shakespeare class. but I will save talking about that class for another day. The main fact of this blog is not get any frustration that I have for any of the classes. But more of a little pep talk that I need to give myself. Because taking five English classes and one computer class full of eighteen year olds..I am really going to need to all the positive talks I can get.
If there is one thing that I would rather do then take any of these classes is to dance. I have found out during break that I have been captured with dance. There is nothing more then I would love to do then take a dance class somewhere. The only problem is I need to find a good dance studio and somewhere where I am not coughing up hundreds of dollars for a new hobbie that I am getting into. (well not really new)..any-who I am off to the study of Linguistics.
Peace and Love
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