Thursday, January 27, 2011
one final word
..I also forgot to mention that I have seen 30 seconds to mars twice now. It was amazing. Best. Band. Live.
Stranger Things Have Happened.
It has been while since I have visited this little site and spilled my guts out. I must ensure you..A LOT has happened in my life. A change shifted in the wind and I honestly thought it was my time for a relationship. But again, who was I thinking. I am pretty sure I am doomed to a life as a lone ranger. I am very upset about the outcome so far with everything in my life, but a new page is turning, and I hope that I am getting rid of everything that has been causing me pain.
First thing is first. This most recent Summer:
it was my last full summer before I graduate and enter the world of adulthood and find a full time job. So what better way to celebrate then working at a camp in the middle of nowhere and traveling to the magical land known as South Korea. My travel to South Korea was an amazing journey that I will always keep with me. As far as the summer camp goes, it was an amazing amazing journey that I will always hold with me. I met some amazing new people who have influenced my life. As for more details the only I will share is that I met an amazing amazing guy there. I was really hoping and pulling for something to happen..but it was out of my grasp. We were and are not to this day meant to be together. It did make me sad, but now I am okay about it.
This new school year has been an interesting one at that. I met some new people that have become my best friends. I met a new roommate named Carly. She is an amazing strong woman, and I am so blessed to have her in my life. Rooming with Cayla and Biz has been amazing as usual. We have all gotten along so well together...I could not wish for anything better.
However, there has been a shift with a couple of my friendships. And I just want to address that they have played their course. I am so over them and I wish them all the best, I just no longer desire a deep friendship with them anymore. I am over the shit that they give me, and it is time to just move on. I feel free and I can breathe. It is amazing to realize how much weight people can put on you. I am so happy that I am over all of the bullshit and I can finally move on with healthy relationships in my life.
This is a new page of my life. I am looking forward to dicovering the remainder of my life. I know it is going to be hard and tough..but I know that if I keep my head on straight and keep focused, the world is at the palm of my hands, and I am for the first time free to do whatever the hell I want to do.
peace and love.
First thing is first. This most recent Summer:
it was my last full summer before I graduate and enter the world of adulthood and find a full time job. So what better way to celebrate then working at a camp in the middle of nowhere and traveling to the magical land known as South Korea. My travel to South Korea was an amazing journey that I will always keep with me. As far as the summer camp goes, it was an amazing amazing journey that I will always hold with me. I met some amazing new people who have influenced my life. As for more details the only I will share is that I met an amazing amazing guy there. I was really hoping and pulling for something to happen..but it was out of my grasp. We were and are not to this day meant to be together. It did make me sad, but now I am okay about it.
This new school year has been an interesting one at that. I met some new people that have become my best friends. I met a new roommate named Carly. She is an amazing strong woman, and I am so blessed to have her in my life. Rooming with Cayla and Biz has been amazing as usual. We have all gotten along so well together...I could not wish for anything better.
However, there has been a shift with a couple of my friendships. And I just want to address that they have played their course. I am so over them and I wish them all the best, I just no longer desire a deep friendship with them anymore. I am over the shit that they give me, and it is time to just move on. I feel free and I can breathe. It is amazing to realize how much weight people can put on you. I am so happy that I am over all of the bullshit and I can finally move on with healthy relationships in my life.
This is a new page of my life. I am looking forward to dicovering the remainder of my life. I know it is going to be hard and tough..but I know that if I keep my head on straight and keep focused, the world is at the palm of my hands, and I am for the first time free to do whatever the hell I want to do.
peace and love.
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