I will officially be a senior in college in three days.
It is kind of a scary feeling.
I will be finishing school for the rest of my life. Makes me kind of scared.
I have no idea what the hell I am going to do with my life.
Here are the few things that I am sure of:
1) I will be leaving for South Korea in eighteen days.
2) I am going to be working at Hume Lake for the summer.
that is all. And I am okay with only knowing that. Because my life is going to be a journey, and I am so excited and looking forward to the unknown.
I am sad because I was going to go to a 30 Seconds to Mars concert. And I was sooo looking forward to it. I was so looking forward to see Jared Leto in person! I mean he is after all pretty much the best looking creature on the face of the planet. And I am going to miss him..kind of breaks my heart. But who gives a crap because I am going to Korea to see my sister instead!
Something else that I know is that I have a total sleeping problem. I have realized that when I am stressed..I do not sleep. It has been day four or five that I have not been able to get a good night of sleep. And I am soo tired. But I just cant go to sleep.
damn.
summer 2010 here we come.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Happy Easter!
He is Risen!
today is Easter. Today has been a day of eating rich food and sleeping. It has been a while since I have last written anything, so just to catch up.
It has been very interesting dealing with Cecily and this boy that she has found. there is nothing more to say but that she really is liking this guy so whatever I think is not really my place to say anything, but for the fact that this is my blog and I can say whatever the heck I want. So there. It has been a good semester of school. I have been very busy dealing with eighteen units and working a part time job at Coldstone. Life has been very busy.
As to my world of men, it has been pretty dull. I have been dating this one guy, but he really does not cut it. I know what kind of guy I want, and as nice and kind as he is, I just am not romantically interested. I still haven't found the kind of person that I want to be with, and I am not so sure if I am just living in this world of what I think love is, and if I am just passing by good options. I do not know. But as far as I can tell, nothing that I have seen I have liked. (That is if Jared Leto or a look a like came around...)
The summer, I have no idea what is going to happen, I have not heard anything back about Hume, so I do not know if I am going to be in Grass Valley, or in Hume for the summer.
leaving the unknown to the Lord.
I am still in love with 30 Seconds to Mars. I listen to them all the time. They are an amazing band with deep lyrics. they really have inspired me.
..book is flowing.
peace and love.
today is Easter. Today has been a day of eating rich food and sleeping. It has been a while since I have last written anything, so just to catch up.
It has been very interesting dealing with Cecily and this boy that she has found. there is nothing more to say but that she really is liking this guy so whatever I think is not really my place to say anything, but for the fact that this is my blog and I can say whatever the heck I want. So there. It has been a good semester of school. I have been very busy dealing with eighteen units and working a part time job at Coldstone. Life has been very busy.
As to my world of men, it has been pretty dull. I have been dating this one guy, but he really does not cut it. I know what kind of guy I want, and as nice and kind as he is, I just am not romantically interested. I still haven't found the kind of person that I want to be with, and I am not so sure if I am just living in this world of what I think love is, and if I am just passing by good options. I do not know. But as far as I can tell, nothing that I have seen I have liked. (That is if Jared Leto or a look a like came around...)
The summer, I have no idea what is going to happen, I have not heard anything back about Hume, so I do not know if I am going to be in Grass Valley, or in Hume for the summer.
leaving the unknown to the Lord.
I am still in love with 30 Seconds to Mars. I listen to them all the time. They are an amazing band with deep lyrics. they really have inspired me.
..book is flowing.
peace and love.
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