My first Blog, boy do I feel special!
Well I have finally turned in my myspace blog and have decided to finally be like the cool kids and join the crowd :) If there is one thing you should know about me is that I am very random person. When I write I like to write and share about something that I have learned that day, or something that has been brought to my attention. I like to find myself in moments that can change my attitude for the whole day, for example don't you just love it when you wake up in the morning and find yourself in a bad mood? Everything seems to hit you all that one day, no hot water, ran out of the ingrediants to make the perfect morning smoothie...It all hits you in one day...you find yourself getting into fits and arguments with your loved ones on this bad day, everything just seems to be so blue. (I know I am not all alone with this!) So everything is going horrible, and then you happen to turn on your radio at work or go to Pandora and listen to a station that plays music for your particular favorite band, and then all of a sudden a random song that you have never heard of plays..the lyrics are beautiful. The melody to the song reaches to the depts of your heart...and you for the first time that day smile, you take a deep breath and think everything is good...well I am sucker for those moments.
Another thing that you should all know about me is that I am clueless about my future. I have been claiming that I was a pre-nursing student for two years now and all of a sudden I have closed the door on that career as a nurse. My family freaked and I was asked many times as to why I have made this choice, and to tell them the truth, the idea of me being a nurse was their idea of me, while all along in the back of my head I knew I wanted to be something else. Don't you just hate it when you have so many people telling you about what they see you as or who they think you should date and you finally fall into what they think and find yourself miserable and you find yourself being this monster that you do not want to be? Yeah that was me, I was that dark monster that hides under the bed and only wants to come out on a rainy wet day. Well, that monster is gone, now I am a little girl running free on a giant hill full of daisies and sunflowers. I am that girl who through no matter what situation that may hit me, I am light and carefree! I must say where have I been all my life..I love this feeling! So like I said I am no longer a nursing student and I am currently thinking about being a English Major and explore the different options that I have, but I am really open to anything that God may open up for me. I am excited about this unknown in my life (for the first time!).
something you should also put in your pocket of information about my life is that I have a wonderful older sister who I look very much up to. She is only a couple years older then me, but she has traveled the world. She is going to make a giant differance in this world and I just know it. I see her giant compassionate heart that she has for people all over the world, and I see her doing something big. She is currently going to leave me in August to teach English to students in South Korea...she will be gone for a full year, and then move on to other countries after that. I hope that one day I can too be like her and travel and see the world. My PERFECT job would to travel to countries that are in crisis and I would want to provide any medical or emotional needs that need to be met. I think my sister and I both have passions for the world, she has began her journey, and I am to begin so very soon.
Well I think I have given you all enough information to fill you up on my "interesting" life. I hope all of you have a wonderful night, and thank you for letting my join this group..I feel so warm :)
peace and love,
Sarah Nicole Newman